though i have closed myself as fingers
On April 7, 2005 | 3 Comments | Uncategorized |

somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near

your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose

or if your wish be to close me,i and
my life will shut very beautifully,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;

nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the colour of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands

-e. e. cummings

My thanks to mr. cummings, who so long ago so beautifully described for me how I was feeling yesterday.

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Beth Posted April 6, 2005 at11:55 pm   Reply

ee cummings… I would like to say I knew this myself but I had to google it. Sorry. your slightest look will easily unclose me…I am not sure what your mood is but I do see you and I notice you and I think you are one of the best people in the world and I am so happy that you are my friend.

Beth Posted April 6, 2005 at11:57 pm   Reply

Oh see. I posted previously when there was just the title so you had me a little worried. But everything I wrote… still true.take care!!

Rebecca Posted April 7, 2005 at6:51 pm   Reply

Beth,How funny! Yes, I wrote the title to my posting and then accidentally hit “enter,” and the thing was suddenly published, despite the fact that I watched it being published and yelled at the screen, “Stop! Wait!! I’m not ready!” It paid me no heed. And then I was helping Gracie get ready for bed, and reading to her, and singing, so the rest of it took a while to get posted. How mysterious it all must have been to you, with just the title lurking like that.And to me, of course, the “you” in the poem is Him. I only recently (in the last year) read the poem this way, and it changes Everything…. And you see: No Worries. I am in good hands. Small ones. Incredibly small. Agile. And scarred.As for your wonderful comments to me about me, well…. Right back at ya!

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